PMSing..

The worst phenomena in the whole world… It is meaningless, tiring, dramatic and irritating…
It made me spend the whole Valentine’s night in bed, frowning, eating tons of chocolate and trying to find reasons why I feel that way… I was hating the whole world for no reason whatsoever… Hating myself, my family, men (of course) or anything male living on this planet, even the thoughts I had were full of hatred… And to avoid myself and hide from me, I decided to sleep, although I wasn’t sleepy… and it was a success… I slept for more than 12 hours…

However, this terrible disease is still with me this morning at work… I woke up with swollen eyes, looking horrible, the frown is still there, the hatred is still haunting me, and in need to hide from the whole world… I just want to hide, want to leave this whole country and be somewhere else where nobody knows me or even cares to know me… I want to live in another country, in another world, in another time, in another era…

OR, just accept the fact that is it Just PMS… and it will be over sooner or later… and what is even more annoying is my parents and friends, who keep asking me what’s wrong. And when I tell them it is PMSing, they keep telling me “batally ghalassa”… Maho the thing is, I’m not being silly… it is a natural thing that happens and they can either leave me alone till I’m better or stop asking me whats wrong because they can do nothing about it… it has to go away by itself without anybody interfering…

SIGH… the only thing bad about being a girl is PMSing… the rest is tolerable… but hating yourself for no good reason is intolerable….