L.I.F.E

What is life all about?

You grow up knowing that it is tough... That you need to work hard to reach something? but what is that something?!?!

They oblige us to study hard for half our life.. and not just any half, the best part of our lives we spent studying and studying nonesense to gain not knowledge, but a number... A percentage figure that decides on my whole future... The rest of my life...

You dont have a choice but study.. And when you graduate, you have to look for the job that would earn you enough money to be able to live in the continuously inflating life... where prices rise every second and you can't complain... All you have to do is work... Wake up every single day early in the morning and obey some nonesense demands from managers who do nothing but demand stuff that are much lower than your skills... But what can you do but obey to be able to survive...

And you save up to buy an appartment, a car, and all the luxuries that you dream of every night, and that urge you to wake up every morning and do the same stupid things...

And when you finally get all what you wanted, you die... And leave everything behind... You just leave the life you've been working so hard for... You leave it behind and go to another...

Then what is the purpose of it? Why do we do all this effort? Why do we live it when it will end anyway? Why is it there anyways?? Why is it full of heartbreaks, problems, worries, and guilt??

For us to work for whats coming after it? For us to appreciate what we would have after it is over... For us to work for the life to come... For us to be thankful, patient, and pious...

I am tired of it and in the same time so damn afraid that it would end all of a sudden...