Routine

The daily routine is killing me... I never felt that bored in my life...
I am the kind of person who doesnt have a second to think because I do so many things in the same instant... Study, work, do house work, see my friends, go shopping... I never rest or lie there doing nothing...

And all of a sudden, I am all empty doing nothing but going to work and back home and back to work and back home... The same routine, with very very boring afternoons... No friends around... All busy with their own studies which I already finished.... nothing to worry or think about but work and my mum's illness...

So I find my mind thinking and wanting so many weird things I never thought of before... I am on a diet these days... Although I dont hate how I look whatsoever, but I'm always thinking "I need to look sexy"... Then, it was my teeth that I made look even more white... And now, I'm dying to have a belly button ring... I dont know why... I've always been afraid of needles and I've always hated piercing, but now, I want one...

Then, its travelling abroad... Although I know for sure that my dad will Never let me travel anywhere on my own, I'm still thinking about it and looking for scholarships to apply to and fly away from here....

What else will come to this mind of mine and what can I do to get rid of this boredom I'm suffering from?!?!?! Should I study? Should I go for a PhD? Should I calm down and get used to the new circumstances?