She cut my top to pieces the asshole...

I experienced the weirdest of all experiences this afternoon...

I came home to find one of my tops without its sleeves... The sleeves were cut using scissors... I was shocked to death... And when I went and asked my sister what happened to my top, she was like "i needed the sleeves so i cut the top to use the sleeves"... I WAS ABOUT TO SCREAM OUT LOUD... I couldnt believe what she said and what she did... And she said it as if its something normal to take someone's top and cut off its sleeves... I was like "WHAT? ARE YOU CRAZY? HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?"

And all I got from her was shouting that she didnt do anything wrong and she had no choice but to do so... Not just that, I found my clothes thrown out on her bed... 2 tops, 2 scarves, my black pants, my brown bag, my makeup, all thrown carelessly on her bed and the sleeves of the top joined the mess that she made out of my stuff... And she kept shouting "ya3ny kan el mafroud a3mel eh ya3ny?"....

And all I could think of was everything I did to her and all I got was her cutting off my top... All I did was try so hard to make her happy and all she ever did was disrespect me and my feelings and make me misrable every single day... I didnt spend a night in this house without her making me sad or angry... She abuses me 24/7 and I never complain... And when I finally complain, they all start telling me the usual lesson of me being the eldest and being the eldest means tolerating all this crap I've been living with for the past 25 years of my life...

I cant get it... Am I too behaved for this family? Or am I too weak? to selfless? too fragile? What is wrong with me? and what is wrong with them?

I hate her and hate every person who abuses me... I hate her because she is so selfish that she sees nobody but herself and pleases nobody but herself... I hate her because she never respected me or cared for me... I hate her because she abuses me... I hate her because she never helps out and is never there for anyone but herself... I hate her because she is an air-head... I hate her because she tore my top...