Speechless
Not willing to talk or write…
Have a lot in my head that I cant let out or let go of…
Him, what should I do about him?
And her? What is it that would make her happy?
And that? How can I deal with it?
And this problem? Which solution will work?
And the future? And the past? And now? And then????
What is it that is going on in my head? Who am I dealing with? Whom do I care about? Who is hurting me? Who is caring for me?

Should I go for it? Is he a good person for me? And will I be a good partner for him? Is he my destiny? Is he the one im gonna be living with for the rest of my life?

And what about her? Is she cured yet? Should I back off and start living a life of my own? Or am I still obliged to take care of her and be there for her… Will that be the state for good?

What about him? Wont his problems end sometime soon? Why is it that we are facing a problem after the other and they seem to never end? Is it because of me or because of them? Am I the reason for all this mess or is it just my destiny?

What should I do? Where should I go? Who should I talk to or be with?