If Only I Could...

If only I could be anybody else but me...
If only I could change...
If only I could get out of this world, out of this home... Out of this whole country...
Just go away... Anywhere away from this life, from this home, from the problems...
If only I could find a place to hide... Somewhere to cry out loud and lose all the tears in the world... If only I can fly whenever I want, whereever I wish to be... If only I could be with the person I want to be with... The one I've been waiting for and dreaming of...
If only I could just ignore the problems, the worries, the corruption, the routine...
If only I could wear what I please and say whatever I feel like saying without worrying about being misunderstood...
If only.... SIGH