Losing Weight = Confidence

I went to this diet doctor a month and a half ago to lose weight... The first thing he told me was "you dont need to lose weight"... But I needed it, I was thinking of nothing but the day when I will look in the mirror and find myself sexy... And I started a diet to lose 8 kilos...

And here I am, lost only 6 kilos and Im getting all the compliments in the world... Everyone is telling me how great I look after losing weight and that I did a great job... Everyone is noticing and everyone is commenting and I am sooooooo Happy about it... I never felt that good about myself in my entire life... Its not because people started telling me about it, but for the idea of looking at myself in the mirror and not rejecting any part of me... For the first time in my life I started acceptig me and liking me... And it feels so weird to like myself... To feel like I am a good looking person, that I dont hate myself anymore... I am not saying that I am a super model, or that I am so beautiful, but I finally am happy about my looks :))))))

It is depressing to deprive myself from food and to spend days feeling hungry... But it felt great to look good and be admired by others :)