Desperation

She felt a rush running down her body when she felt him touch her wrist... He wasnt doing it with any intension... He was simply checking out the silver bangle she was wearing in her hand... And while checking it out, he touched her wrist/arm/hand... Its not like he was experimenting her or doing anything on purpose, they were all light accidental touches that meant nothing at all... But she still felt the rush...

He is nothing to her... Just a friend she enjoys talking to... Not even someone close... Someone she knew for a short while... And she was scared of that rush she felt... She didnt understand whats going on, and why is she that fragile all of a sudden... Has she turned into a sexual freak?

She misses the tender touch, the care of another person, especially if it is of the opposite sex... She misses having someone who is there just for her... She misses the warmth of being with someone... But the thing is, he didnt offer her all that... He offered nothing at all... He only checked out the bangle... and he means nothing to her....

And now she's back home, and she thinks of nothing but the fact that she's alone and will be alone... She felt stupid... She felt in need of that rush to last longer... She felt like she has nothing to cling to... She slept!