Old..

All I could think of is my getting old..
But what does old mean? and am I really getting old? or should I call it "older"?

Time is killing me... Each day passes makes me feel older... Each hour makes me a different person... Does it? Do I really change? Drastic changes or minimal ones?

Am I really getting old? I feel old... I feel as old as my mum... So old without achieving anything... Without being old... Old but not aged... Old without age.. Old in my mid-twenties... Too old for me to handle or deal with...

And its not me who feels old... I am feeling 18... But the whole world around me is making me feel almost 40... I am always treated like I'm 40 and blamed for acting like an 18 year-old...

I am old...
No I am not... I am young and shouldnt be listening to their crap... I am young and alive and fresh and will always have the will and energy to live like an 18 year-old...

To hell with you all...