Have you ever felt a heartache?
Not the ache you feel when u're hurt becoz of "love", a real heartache... When you feel like the left side of ur chest is in pain... When love beats u to an extent that you REALLY feel an ache in your heart...
Have you ever felt the jealousy that women feel? Its like fire is burning all over... Very high blood pressure, very fierce attitude, walking up and down the room, dying to break something, scream or do any action to let out the rage...
Have you ever felt the love of a woman?
When she is filled with passion and emotions towards a person... Willing to give indefinitely and expecting no return... Wanting so much to make that person happy... Wanting so much to dedicate her life for him...
Have you ever felt the hate that comes after love? When the softness of ur heart turns into a stone and you feel extreme hate instead of love... When you feel like u waisted ur time, effort and emotions on someone u now hate so much... When u regret every single moment... Hate... The total opposite of what u used to feel...
Have you ever felt the happiness of being desired? The sadness of being rejected? The pain of breaking someones heart? The pain of leaving the one you love because he doesnt appreciate you? The butterflies that come with holding hands? The happiness that comes when you finally see the one you love? The sobs that you get when u're broken?
He told me that all this doesnt exist... He said that I am living a big dream and that life is not about love and that love is none existent... He told me that love fades, dies, disappears... And whats more important is getting used to a person and being able to live with him... He told me that a good respectable life is more important thant love... He told me that I am too sensitive and too emotional, too childish and too unrealistic... He told me that I have to change...
Do I have to?
